No Matter What I Do

No matter what I do,
Your face keeps popping in my mind;
I want to just stop thinking about you for once
And go on with my life without you,
But, that is easier said than done.

I know it’s been too long since we saw each other
And too many things happened to keep us apart;
I want to forget you and move on,
But, somehow, I end up with your face in my mind.

No matter what I do,
Thoughts of you never fade away,
I want to just stop them from flowing for once
And go on with my life without them,
But, that is easier said than done.

Thoughts of you flow in my mind
Like an unending reservoir;
I want to forget you and move on,
But, somehow, I end up with your face in my mind.

What should I do?
Thinking of you only hinders my progress.
Is this how love is supposed to feel like—
Like I cannot live with you by my side?
Maybe it is…

I know it’s my fault –
It’s always been! –
And I hope that you’ll forgive me when we meet next;
There were times when I had considered undoing it,
But I never had the courage to face it;
So, here I am,
Wondering
If you felt for me the way I feel for you.
You perhaps have no clue
How helpless I feel right now.
I just want to forget all about you and move on,
But that never seems to happen –
No matter what I do.

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